i just don't know why the heck i'm still up at this wee hours

Seriously I can't sleep. And I don't even have coffee.

And I have a 7.30am class. I think it's research class. or community health. I'm not sure.

I know, that I will cry, if I have a problem with my lappy again. Please Lord, I don't have money to repair damages again. If my lappy needs repair then let it be after I secure a job.

I felt like crying for a whole lot of reasons.

It's Mother's Day. And I'm not there at home. Phone call would be a pain, because I would cry. I cannot the stand the pain of being away. But I need to grow up and start my own journey of life. It's so hard.

And Enteng's problem. Because a month ago, we have the same problem too. I hope that they will live happily ever after without ever feeling guilty.

Him. I wish I could be with him. Why love tends to avoid me? I love him but I can't do this. I want happiness without hurting anyone else. I'm the one who is contemplating on my future now.


I hope you are happy, chocolate.


New semester commencing today.

I hope I still can maintain my CGPA. Semester 7, which was a past, I hope you will be kind to me. Help me to make my parents proud, kay?


*still not sleepy >>>miki